Illusions of you
Dance crazily through my mind...

I am emotionless
i feel no love or happiness...

It's like an addiction
so strong and forever bounding...

Your eyes glisten like newly fallen snow
your hair is as light as a white dove...

You don't know what i would do
to have you next to me today...

I always imagined
what it was like to be loved...

Stop! don't look at me
for i am ashamed of...

One day i thought
hey maybe i can fly...

I wake in a cold sweat
an event that repeats constantly...

A dark shadow stalks close behind
can't find my way out...

My heart is empty
i have no reason to live...

I whisper it to myself
i think about it all day...