Some guys say *SUCK ON IT*.. but then i say *SORRY!.. I CHOCK ON small OBJECTS* |
*I'm crying out |
*I wake in the night, unable to sleep, the tears on my cheeks are still wet, i look in the mirror, and hate my reflection, i think of the past, and sob for all my mistakes, the next morning i wake, and wish i hadnt...* |
*I cry alone in my shame, because I am always the one to blame* |
*ShE wAs SaD, bUt DiDn’T cRy. JuSt SlIt HeR wRiStS, aNd WrOtE "I tRiEd" |
*Push me down, walk over me, its just another scar, my life is carved onto my body; my stomach, my wrists,my arms* |
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*People Learn How To Solve Their Problems, And I Have To.. But Everyone Tries To Stop Me From Pushing The Blade Down To My Wrist. No One Understands How Good It Feels... To Just Let Go... |
*The slice from the cold sharp metal is the only thing that brings me back to reality |
My chest aches, |