Curiousity welling up inside
A battle between my shame and my pride...

No one ever saw my tear stained cheeks
No one ever saw my blood stained walls...

Once again
I feel it all around me...

One day,I will smile again
Coz my heart will be free...

Love knows no bounds
smiles are on the round...

It's hard to even try
For me not to cry...

When I look up at the stars at night...
I see your face so bright...

I stand here too numb to move as happy people pass...
When I see you in the crowd my heart melts...

I hear my name being shouted distantly
I look up but my blurry vision disables me to see...

After spreading a smile across my face
you left my eyes filled with tears...

So many times I look around me
So many times I wonder...

I hear voices around me but I'm not listening
I sigh and wish I wasn't suffering...