So much pain behind these eyes
so much that i can not hide...

I sit here and think about you
my mind and soul feel so peaceful...

I am not quite sure
who i am...

I am scared to face my life
no longer do i have my trusty knife...

Only you can give up your life and not put up a...
only you can love someone and fall into their trap...

She cries and cries and for what this little thing...
and prays to "god" to help help her with...

A broken heart
torn apart...

Black as night
Are you filled with fright...

Tears i am crying now
for the things that make me feel so down...

The day that i died
i could swear i saw you smile...

Thoughts of suicide run through my head and i dont...
i have my love from some one that i finally hear...

I love you with all my heart
even though we are so far apart...