As tears run down my face
I run into the bathroom tonight...

Crying to stay alive
cutting wanting to die...

Your smile isnt like it use to be
it isnt full of life...

The red and white roses wither away
To this day she still lies 6 feet under...it all...

Tonight is the night to end this evil mess
I can't deal with this any longer...

I stand outside
Cold and dark...

Back and forth
Here we go...

I listen to your words
They come out harsh...

Please just hold me..
Hold me when I’m feeling down...

I look down at my wrists
A couple bruises from snapping my rubber bands...

I walk into the bathroom
The tiles on the floor are cold...

I wake up this morning
Not feeling like myself...