I don't want to want you
But these feelings are too strong...

Hey there, tiger,
how you be...

I just want that day to come
when i don't have to fight anymore...

It's 3 o clock in the morning
and i'm wide awake, laying in bed...

I gave up on trusting my heart and
have given my head the reigns...

Don't inflate your ego with thoughts that i
still think and dream about you at night...

Don't think i'll cry for you tonight.
no teardrops will trail my pillow case...

I reach my hand out to feel;
the wind is shifting its path...

I'm living in a fantasy; a f**king masquerade.
i put my heart on the line, and got nothing short...

If i ever tell you that i'm truly happy,
just know i'm lying through my teeth...

Somebody please help me. I'm in such a daze.
I lie to myself when I tell myself that this is...

There is this feeling that i have,
but i do not know what it is...