What do you say to the man
Who you've known your entire life...

I don't want to want you
But these feelings are too strong...

You left me here,
To drown in this pain...

My father says “Nikki,
You need to get more rest...

I begin to forget.
I vaguely remember the day we met...

I knew this day was coming.
though, it arrived faster than i thought...

We used to be together
But that ended before it seemed to start...

I have scabs on both my knees.
And I pick at them night and day...

I'm working on a new feeling;
trying to forget the old...

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Look at me. Look me...

Laughter. Smiles. Tears of joy.
Fear. And pain. And heart ache...

I'm at a loss for words right now. Oh, what's...
I'm begging my brain to conjure something but it...