She is so perfect in every way
So damn tall and and model thin...
It all started a long time ago
I cant even remember when...
I am sorry Ana, for letting you down
But I have gained pounds of weight...
I started to trust you again
I forgave your lying eyes...
When you left you were so mad
I saw the tears in your eyes...
Bones are sticking out
But still she can't see...
Rain is falling from the sky
It's the Angels who are crying...
Night after night I cry myself to sleep
Regretting that I again made myself bleed...
I feel so restless
I need to sleep...
He left her for another
and won't come back, so don't even bother...
God, in the big sky above
thank you so much for giving me love...
I cut my wrist with a razor blade
I need to feel the hurt and pain...