Crying out in pain
Alone in my room again...

I am slipping away again
Into a deep black hole...

Hey my dear old friend
I know it's been a while...

Dear world, dear family
These are my last words...

I remember the day you were born
You were an Angel sent from above...

I am looking at her picture
and it brings me to tears...

Dear God, listen to my prayer tonight
I will only tell my secret to you...

Standing on the corner
Watching cars drive by...

How come you don't talk with me
And why aren't things like they use to be...

Night after night I cry myself to sleep
Regretting that I again made myself bleed...

She is so perfect in every way
So damn tall and and model thin...

Once I saw the devil in your eyes
So scared of your hurting fists...