Put on a fake smile once again
like so many times before...
I know I'm sacrificing you
In my obsession to be thin...
Lying alone in a hospital bed
no one here to hear me cry...
I feel a pain in my stomach
Haven't eaten anything today...
I am sorry Ana, for letting you down
But I have gained pounds of weight...
Do you some times ask yourself why
why you sit night after night and cry...
Beautiful sadness, you give me pain
you hurt me so much within...
God I´m on my knees
cant you hear Im begging please...
There must be an Angel
By my side this night...
Picture painted red
A used blade drops...
BleedingAngel without her wings and soul
broken and all curled up in her bed...
She wakes up,to face another day
Stands in front of the mirror,but looks away...