When our step-mom abused me,
You were the only one who stood up for me...

I'm all alone
And it's late at night...

Starring at the mess I've made,
Wanting to tell you all about it...

Pain has always been part of my life
I was born into pain...

I have a best friend
His name is Blade...

I always tried to figure out
Why you hated me...

I've been a cutter for 7 months
I've lived with pain for 10 years...

I try to make it everyday
I put a smile on...

No more pain...No more pain...
The emotion is so unreal...

I stopped cutting for a month,
I thought this time I could actually stop...

My blade calls to me
It tells me everything will be o.k...

I go to my room
Lock the door...