When our step-mom abused me,
You were the only one who stood up for me...
I go to my room
Lock the door...
Momma I know this is going to hurt you
And your going to cry & get mad at me...
I'm hurting so much
And no matter how hard I try...
Everyday I wake up
And hope it will be my last day...
Every time I look in the mirror
I feel like smashing it into pieces...
There are new cuts on my wrist
I hit the vein a couple of times...
There is an angel
In pain...
I wasn't cutting as much
I thought I was getting better...
Why were you never there for me?
Why do you pretend to care for me...
Dad,
You knew she abused me...
I'm tired of denying it
I need help...