Nobody knows about the pain I hide
They just think I'm happy & have no problems in...

Pain is the key to shape the soul.
Happiness is the key to make the soul conform...

Why were you never there for me?
Why do you pretend to care for me...

I'm hurting so much
And no matter how hard I try...

I am like a slinky toy,
You can play with me...

The cuttings getting worse
I dont care about anything anymore...

I'm tired of denying it
I need help...

I wasn't cutting as much
I thought I was getting better...

I've been a cutter for 3 months,
I started out with a knife...

My boyfriend told me
Cutting was addicting...

Everyday I wake up
And hope it will be my last day...

When our step-mom abused me,
You were the only one who stood up for me...