i will embrace the pain i'm feeling right now. because i know someday everything will be fine.

I'm gonna bury my feelings for you. And i know someday this won't hurt anymore.

I know you won't notice my absence.. That's how unimportant i am, to you. </3

Why do you have to make me fall.. When you don't have the intention of catching me, after all.

I will cry a few days..
Then i will forget about you.
I will cry a few days..
Then i will forget that we said, I Love You.

why did you suddenly went away?

and i don't want to read our sweet old messages..
bacause it only makes my heart ache.

The heaviness has lifted
in the hours past dusk,
and I don't know how long
it will last this time,
but I will try to hold on
to some remnant of it.

This body I've been placed in
sometimes feels like I'm living in sin.
There is no immediate relief -
please give me an antidote to this grief.

I dream of sharing myself with you,
completely free - unashamed - ,
if only to feel like I can breathe,
to not choke on the heaviness of living.