Sitting here, remembering that day,
hurt, screams and cries...
Please mommy, do not cry
For ages now I have wanted to die...
You burst through the door
Screaming and yelling at me...
I dwell in the darkness
hidden by shadows...
Do not ask me to live.
You alone...
Even though the sound of my cries
Can only be heard in my mind...
I write of grievance to the Reaper's will;
Who'll take me nether, just tho' it will be...
I've never felt this cold
But at the same time, I've never felt this warm...
I died once
It felt nice...
You know, I have a lot of weird thoughts
I always think about them, no matter what...
God, I feel so tired
I'm not even sure where I am...
Why can't I feel anything?
I'm in front of a corpse...