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Waking up suicidal...
I have accepted you,
not as an inglorious extension...
Darkness ascends once again
You were the beacon of my life...
If i died
who would cry...
Many words written of death...
Warning: This isn't a poem,
just a really lengthy piece of word vomit...
Crimson blood seeping
Through the walls, of a frail heart...
In this valley of shadows
death has a taste...
Everybody loves their life
While I hate mine...
and on the last day,
our very last day...
I do not wish to live
but my mom's illness...
I weep now, for longing;
I sob for another night of mental unrest...