Dear Sweet devil of mine
Your domination could never be so strong...
I watch over my shoulder
to see a stranger...
She cries at night
Hopes no one knows...
Ideas of dying
have long been replaced, all while...
God, I feel so tired
I'm not even sure where I am...
I wish I had
another chance...
I see the way you go and say you're right again.
All this time I've been trying to be your best...
I never told you I could be perfect
I never knew you thought I could be...
The blade is sharp
And cold as ice...
Though your hand slipped out of mine
Smile wilted into somber petals...
Alex the only
And loving one...
My big brother,
Wasn't just a boy you sat by...