Just cos im breathing doesnt mean im alive, i died ages ago its just no one recognised but trust me im dead inside

I want something to make me feel better, something other than smoking or drugs.

Take a deep breath, Hold in those tears, and take a leap.

Ill suffer in silence cos no one can really hrlp me, many have tried and falied im a lost cause......a suicide waiting happen and become another statistic

They think im an attention seeker
they aint even seen my arms so how can i be an attention seeker?

Im so good at making people believe my fake smile there is only one person who can see through it and she aint here for another week

You show you care when no one is there to judge, i want it to be like it is when were alone all the time. i can only dream
Love Is Evil....

When u blank me I make tht cut on my wrist a bit deeper just a matter of time before it goes 2 deep, u find me dead finally u show emotions to everyone u could have dne that at first i wouldnt be lying here

I just want to lie dead,
on my bed.

Why say I cant wait to die,
if Im already dead inside.