So much laughter
So many tears
Our memories of forgotten years
Shadows of sadness in our eyes
How do I whisper, goodbye?

Feeling the cold steel across my skin
begin to release the blood within
now the clock starts to tick
life or death i have to pick
... i can't decide

This is your near death experience.
You are experiencing me near death.

*This was yesterday, I don't feel like this today, but tomorrow...who knows?*

I told him I wanted to spend time with him before I left. He said he was too busy and that we'd hang out as soon as I got back...little did he know that when I said I was leaving, I knew I would never be coming back...

Damaged but not broken,
weak but stil standing,
this is the last token,
of the angels final landing.

kinda a take off of another poem i read.

Only the rain cries on the grave...

Look at me now dad. I see you shiver, as you look at the sliver, with me hidden in my closet, with blood dripping down the faucet. Are you happy you got to see me? Too bad noone will see what I'll grow up to be.

My ending draws near, it’s too late to be saved,
The poison I drank brings the death that I craved,
As sleep drags me down my last words you hear,
I love you and miss you, goodbye my dear.

My eyes are sore from crying,
my heart is sore from trying,
my soul is sore from dying,

My only regret....
is not letting you know....
that it's all your fault....