Do not love me
do not care for me...
Dear diary,
this pain is killing me...
I hear of all the stories,
The sadness and despair...
My eyes are closing faster
I’m slowly falling to sleep...
What do i feel? Its kind of confusing.
like silent screaming, or careful bruising...
While I dreamt of you
You gazed at her...
I left this note
To tell you why...
(for contest against Bethany depression not my...
Wrecked up all within...
I go to school with a smile on my face
Seem so together, seem so in place...
When i look into the mirror
i begin to frown...
Hollow emotions enter my twisted mind
I'm out of thoughts, left with wasted time...
I don't want to be like this
i don't want to hurt this way...