My will to hold back my pain gave out last night,
The monsters in the shadows grasped my heart...
Whom shall seek the beast without the beauty?
I dance and I sing the songs of my heart...
And here is the finality dear friends,
The long awaited for end...
It's kind of hard to describe what it's like.
So I need you to imagine something...
Here I am
with my knife in my hand...
I know what my best friend does when no ones...
The scars on my arms tell my story
My life's sadness and faded glory...
I.
I am wearing headphones without listening to a...
I am hopeful, but I am hidden.
I wonder if things will ever be the same again...
No body knows what I'm holdin' inside,
I try my hardest not to run and hide...
I am the night sky that can be heard
in a dark tunnel of a past that haunts...
I am hurting deeply inside,
Running from fears that I cannot hide...