I woke up with yesterday's thoughts -
still lingering...
The world is black and white
There is a heaven and a hell...
My best friend.
My best...
One, two, three,
she counts the cuts that...
Walking, leaves crunching under my feet.
This road has lead Me to hell and back...
Don't look me in the eyes,
you wont see the truth, only the lies...
You don't eat,
You don't sleep...
Drowning in the memories.
Caught up in the lies...
It's something I can't explain.
I can't seem to find the right words...
I lack that self confidence that everyone needs.
I lack that belief that I can succeed...
Razor blade gleaming in the pale moon light
My thirst for relief overwhelms tonight...
You can treat me like dirt,
but i don't care anymore...