I am alone in my creed
As I remained since from crib...
Nothing
Self Maligned...
Wake up to the sun
Wake up to the world...
Pack a bag of essentials,
a bottle of water, a whistle...
The way he stared at me, like I was a ghost.
Like I lost all resemblance of who I once was...
The sky was darker yesterday,
strange how one day could make a difference...
Please don't follow me
Because you might end up lost...
I've been thriving,
So it's been years...
I'm sorry that I'm deceitful,
that I look just fine, except I'm not...
You pleaded for my vulnerability
to see my pain...
I've always been the first
to fall, and through my falling, others...
**Trigger warning: self harm**
the edge of death...