A sudden urge
I'm on the verge...
Feeling disconnected
Like a fly on the wall...
Just another one of those days
Where I pretend to be okay...
I’m going to jump into the lake
I’m going to smile on the way down...
Sometimes I feel hopeless,
it's so hard to focus with this diagnosis...
I have no ability to shake or ignore this feeling...
It eases into my veins, paranoia bubbling under my...
The flowers are returning to its former glory,
As the birds are singing at the top of their...
They ask me why I write about the future
like it has already happened...
If I could somehow be just
a little less harmful...
Spent so long just trying to survive
Forgot there’s more to life than staying alive...
Drowning on dry land,
Every breath an effort...
I appreciate the sun
trying to put some colour in my cheeks...