A fogginess
in my thoughts...
I fear for the day when I no longer see the good...
Or even in myself...
Most days are tainted with silent tears,
The world again stained in technicolor pain...
Have you ever truly been alone?
In a place where no one cares...
It's so difficult to gain that strength
to leave my bed in the morning...
The vision and sound of misery
Will consume one's...
You'll never know
what you put me through...
I thought things would get better
they only got worse...
From the time I open my eyes, to when I lay my...
I want with all that I am to trust and have faith...
Rain soaked windshields are my norm,
Driving through blurred purple streetlights...
It has not rained here in weeks
But I am drenched to the bone...
I place the palms of my hands
either side of the sink basin...