My trials of self-forgiveness
have only tortured my weeping soul...
My troubled heart
is drowning out...
It's been a while since my poetry
visited these dark chambers of my imprisoned...
I had such a different plan for my life,
until you dragged me somewhere else...
You were never entitled to trap me in your cage
and crush my wings like ice...
I got so lost in this big world,
becoming absorbed in these cryptic words...
I hated the world because I hated myself,
I couldn't find a decent person inside of me...
I thought I could find myself
if I quietly crept back towards her protected...
I try to take another step
but I can't seem to get my feet off the ground...
I start to forget every single piece of me
that I used to take care of and love...
One stormy day something drastically changed,
I knew that was just the start...
I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now...