Orange city lights frame the dark road ahead
As I speed along the empty highway...
Tears gather on my lower lashes
Threatening the plunge to suicide...
I’m so tired .. I’m craving sleep
But the thoughts are hunting me...
It is at night when the voices arrive.
In peace and quiet, they surface best...
When my chest gets tight, and my heart constricts.
When I cant ignore the empty spaces behind and...
Flesh and Blood devils evilly dream they plot they...
I made a promise..
To keep my feet on the soil...
I'm not who I'm supposed to be
I know this life is not my destiny...
At 2:36 a.m., I try to
to figure out why depression...
Pieces of my mind float down around me
I see myself in the shadow of where I’ve been...
He left when i was three and he never looked back
I thought that it was me I thought i had been bad...
I crumble just like the walls of an unkept castle
Untouched, unnoticed by civilization for years...