I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now...
I wish i could disappear,
Not be anywhere, not be here...
Sleeping and crying is all i can do,
Everything hurts from missing you...
Sleep, the best alternative to life.
No thoughts, no feelings, just nothing...
You are there and i am here,
We're drowning, trapped in this giant tear...
Neatly lined up 64 little pills
He sighs deeply and steels himself...
From the windy, cloud-cloaked shore
I watch the whitecaps blurring the horizon...
Can’t hold it in any longer
So, I retreat to my safe space...
There was a time and a place
Or maybe a person I forget...
Depression creeps into my mind
Like a subtle virus, starting slowly...
I want to rip my skin to shreds
Feel my bones pop like a cup of tea...
In shadows deep, a devil stood in guise,
Forcing love upon me, veiling his lies...