I hated the world because I hated myself,
I couldn't find a decent person inside of me...
I thought I could find myself
if I quietly crept back towards her protected...
I try to take another step
but I can't seem to get my feet off the ground...
I start to forget every single piece of me
that I used to take care of and love...
One stormy day something drastically changed,
I knew that was just the start...
I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now...
I wish i could disappear,
Not be anywhere, not be here...
Sleeping and crying is all i can do,
Everything hurts from missing you...
Sleep, the best alternative to life.
No thoughts, no feelings, just nothing...
You are there and i am here,
We're drowning, trapped in this giant tear...
Neatly lined up 64 little pills
He sighs deeply and steels himself...
From the windy, cloud-cloaked shore
I watch the whitecaps blurring the horizon...