I'll Rise To Fall Again

Stop asking me if i'm ok, because i don't know how much longer i can lie to your face.

I look left... i look right... i look behind... i look forward... still i dont see nothing worth living for...

I knew life wasn't easy, but I didn't know it was this hard.

I've been treated so wrong, I've been treated so long, as if I'm becoming invisible...

Everyone lives for a purpose,
ending your life would be destroying a great gift.

Got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face and got a little bit stronger.

That happiness feeling .. is starting to slidee again.

Cont.

"i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.""

I want to tell you, vent, and get it off my chest. but itll ruin your night.

i wouldnt want to hear what i want to say.