I knew life wasn't easy, but I didn't know it was this hard.

I've been treated so wrong, I've been treated so long, as if I'm becoming invisible...

Everyone lives for a purpose,
ending your life would be destroying a great gift.

Got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face and got a little bit stronger.

That happiness feeling .. is starting to slidee again.

Cont.

"i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.""

I want to tell you, vent, and get it off my chest. but itll ruin your night.

i wouldnt want to hear what i want to say.

I'm trying to reach the surface, but my eyes burn; i can't see.
if i could only drown my thoughts . . the way they drown me.

© Liz M

Sometimes I don't remember why I'm still alive,
But this depression is getting harder to survive.
What can I do to get out, out of this dark hole?
To escape this sweet depression is my only goal.

Lonely is not a feeling when you are alone, loney is a feeling when you feel no one cares...