Do I have to bleed?
For someone to help me
Do I have to bruise?
To find my escape
Do I have to die?
To be recognized

Empty promises
broken dreams
no one to save me
as my bloody tears stream

I've finally lost hope in everything..

Ever tried to find yourself
amidst a sea of people
ever tried to lose yourself
in an empty room
ever tried to see yourself
with your eyes closed

Losing trust of everyone around you is realizing you can only depend on yourself.

Sweet is love when all is sane
Sweet is death to rid the pain
Cruel is death when all is well
Cruel is love when all is hell

I continue to plead for anyone to talk to, to cry with, and I'm left with a pencil and paper to pour my heart out to, to cry to... with no possible way of being heard.
-Me

And as the wall of lies comes crashing down around me, I am revealed for what I truly am, a vulnerable child, lost in a world she never understood.

When hell feels like heaven and your heaven feels like hell..then you know it's time to give up

The very fabric of my soul is being torn with each passing day. And my will to go on is slowly fading away.Cant you help me with all this pain i feel, i don't want to go on if this is what is real.