I want to kill myself but I don't want to die.

I can't show this fake smile anymore...as i talk less becoz. i don't have words to explain my situation.

Hit me,
Cut me,
Stab me,
Shoot me,
Do anything,
to make me feel emotion,
bcuz my body is numb </3

It's funny how sad I get from some of the things you do to me, or things you say. Yet, as soon as I hear your voice every single bit of sadness disappears, almost like it was never there.

I love showing off my beautiful, gorgeous, sexy scars.

Hello depression.... i knew you wouldn't stay away for long </3

Welcome to Hell on Earth...Such a lovely place.

Fat hope, fat wish, fat me.

I hurt myself so you dont have to

Sometimes I forget. Thank you for being there to remind me of exactly how worthless I am.