"Im sorry... but I can't laugh away things as easily as you can."

I don`t know what`s worse: Trying to tell someone and fail, or dreaming about telling someone and fail.

I haven't smiled today,
or yesterday
or last week
or last month
or maybe i can't remember

I'm not being bloody sensitive. You just don't know the truth about me, and how much I'm hurting inside for reasons you wouldn't understand, not in a millions years.

I try to stop hurting myself, but I always fail.

I can't even explain what I'm feeling, i just love you to death. . but I'm still so broken, I feel like I'm not whole enough for you.

I'm sorry. I can't be perfect.

Normal was when i tried. call me whatever you want. just know im Original unlike you.

The screaming in my head must be a sign ive held on too long.

The taste of regretting yesterday is so strong.