I'm hurting so bad inside I just wish you could see... I'm struggling to be someone that isn't even close to me.

There's a smile on my face but I don't know why it's there... I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care.

Just another bad day, too much stress
My life has turned into such a mess
Pull out the blade, cut it away
Perfect ending to my day
Pull down my sleeves to hide the pain
Don't worry soon you'll forget my name

-from my poem Soon You'll Forget Me

Keep on running, and never look back, for If you do, you might trip, and yourself will catch up with you.

I wake up every morning hoping it will be a better day than the last and I go to bed every night wondering why someone always has to prove me wrong.

The only thing that's keeping me alive is the thought that maybe someday, i'll might be the one keeping someone else alive.

I try so hard to be happy, but fail miserably. Why is it I try so hard, only to fall deeper into despair than before?

All the thoughts going through my head, make me want to just curl up and shut out the world.
Too many voice, saying too many things

When did it all become too much?
Councelling, anti depressants?
I feel so out of touch with myself

I'm so broken, & that's exactly why i need you. .