It is easy to forgive others but extremely hard to forgive yourself for your follies that you deeply regret. |
"Can i ever truly be whole again, after being broken so many times?"l |
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah im smiling but inside i'm dying |
Every week i get injured, just so i can say im hurting so i have a reason to take medication. But every time, i take one, two, three more than necessary just hoping that it will make me fall into a sleep ill never get out of. |
Watching the blade sink in as I look in the mirror. I scream at the reflection. How dead she looks, how ugly and fat and useless she is. Her eyes are dead but tears still fall. What has she done to herself? |
I'll Rise To Fall Again |
"You are never as lonely as you feel, or alone as you think." |
I'm sorry you made me cry when I promised you couldn't. |
I'm not a backup plan and definitely not a second choice . |
"she can paint a lovely picture, but this story has a twist. her paintbrush is a razor, and her canvas is her wrist." |