I hear only your memory
and see those unsaid moments...
You'll find me here in restraints,
just as I ought to be...
As i think into the past,
I see you...
Nothing more to write,
nothing much to say...
She can't be fixed, stares at the mirror
with vacant eyes and pills at the bottom...
I'm not brave like you
to open a chest of drawers...
(in memory of Tootsie)
Your body will always be infinite...
The tender hug
that feeds a fading heart...
It was yesterday
Wish you come again...
Why? Where is this abyss of sorrow nourishing?
The bottom of the barrel cleansed of trace...
The kitchen is empty
the corner you slept in...
I was the one who remained alone,
posing as a shadow behind your grave...