I lost the man i truelly loved all because of death had him in his embrace
he didn't care if he hurt me
he loved death to much to be with me

I wonder if jumped with you to your grave, will i be happier today?

I hope you're doing fine up there
because i miss you so much

I woke with tears in my eyes,
and i know i have dreamt of you,
but i refuse to tell you,
because you dont know how i love you...

"Don't Wish Away Your Days Waiting for Better Ones to Come."

Daddy I keep calling out, are you even there? Why aren't you listening? Your little girl misses you. But do you even care? I used to spend my nights crying, wondering why you weren't here. Was I not enough for you to care?

Its Like I'm swimming in a pool of blackness but at the bottom is you but however hard i try to reach you i cant and that makes me sad

I now realize that its never to late to tell
Someone how much you love them and how much you care about them

Because when they leave no matter how hard or loud
You scream and cry they won't hear you
Anymore .......:(

Take one breath at a time, One moment at a time, One day at a time, One painful memory after painful memory until you can accept the fact that the hurt won't ever leave.
- Erica

"To have heavy heart means unresolved issues wrapping, an outlet in any ways is always better"