How come every time I'm with him, I try and understand why he hates me, when all I have to do, is look in the mirror...

Sometimes... It's better to let go, Even if it drives you mad...

I wish that one day we could actually love eachother... but even though I do, you never will...

My heart is not broken... It is shattered...

Emptiness isn't a void, more so the lack thereof, a tangible infection, a virus that plagues the remnants of what used to be.

When I see that smile, it hurts to the core...
Because I know, it won't be mine...
As long as there is him...

"How can one person be so angry?
...Hurt."

I lost you,
My only husband,
My mate,
The keeper of my heart,
I will never forget our love,
EVER,
May you be there when i die,

Ur wife Donia

I wish I could hold you one last time. I wish I could say that I'm happy you are away and in heaven, but I can't because I want to be selfish just a little while longer and have you beside me. Every single day.

I hate the fact that when I call you don't answer. I hate it because I know no matter how hard I wish and pray, you never will again.