I'm over the cloud but I'm still grieving.

Today i cried a long cry
A cry that if i kept it in
Itll eat me up inside

There is no door but yet you did exit from life never to return.

May your dreams bring the brightness of a summer's day.

"Memories are ashes of life."

People change. memories don't.

There's only a few, there is rescued in time
the rest flies too early into the past
and all you can do, is remember
how they sounded, whenever they laughed <3

Only after he died did I really understand what he meant when he jokingly said "Live fast, die young!"

It works when we less expect it , forgive me if it works tonight, I am sorry got everything I did and didn't .

I wish she were here to help me
But sadly she is not
Only I remember her
Everyone else has forgot
I need her to resurface
But she got lost among the wave
To my demons and depression
She became a slave.

*From my poem Where She Went*