I feel it dying inside me.
Slowly fading into darkness...
October was;
the death of fireflies...
Thoughts of suicide, thoughts of death,
What will it be like to take my last breath...
Mommy daddy why are you up
I can hear your yelling from my room...
I was so speechless
My mind drowning in dismay...
Have you ever loved someone so much
That you would do ANYTHING for them...
There were times you could not understand
That what life was going through was wrong...
Eyes filled with tears, scanned the grayish sky.
Whispered your name, along with a great sigh...
"Without guile and without game, you cannot...
Her best friend says, his face so serious that she...
When I was a bit younger,
you seemed to pay more attention...
Washed away scars from my heart
Removed every stain, every memory...
You are trying telling me you love life
Then you smash it in with a stone...