You are gone, and
I am in the arms of darkness once again...
    Underneath,
The wrinkles of my skin...
    There are times I feel my life has
gone upside down for no reason...
    You were perfect to me. 
I loved you with every atom...
    We're friends still. 
After everything...
    You left before your time
Leaving me in mournful sighs...
    I have outlived all my wives
outlasted all of my lovers...
    Here's the thing;
I can't act like I don't miss you...
    I've sat with these emotions 
bottled up inside my head...
    As I lay down
Looking at these hands...
    This lost letter;
Was written in my tears...
    Raw emotions viciously claw at my throat,
I used to tell myself it was all a dream...