It's been a month since you left me, and I miss you every day.

I wish I had never met you because then I wouldn't feel like this

Seeing you is what broke me.

I don’t want you to see me crying because of the things you’ve said.

5 meters,10 meters now a light years away, swallowed up by the depths and the distance of numb space and gloomy skies.

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I just wanna believe it's true.
But it's not. I just woke up that the things I used to know was blown away like a piece of dandelion departing away from its origin.

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I thought of you today. Somehow, I had figured I could keep you from my mind.

After all this time. I still don’t love myself.

Stop drowning for people who won’t even get in the damn water for you.

I hide the pain even though it makes me insane. My eyes so swollen, waiting to be whole again.