Seeing you is what broke me. |
I don’t want you to see me crying because of the things you’ve said. |
5 meters,10 meters now a light years away, swallowed up by the depths and the distance of numb space and gloomy skies. |
I just wanna believe it's true. |
I thought of you today. Somehow, I had figured I could keep you from my mind. |
After all this time. I still don’t love myself. |
Stop drowning for people who won’t even get in the damn water for you. |
I hide the pain even though it makes me insane. My eyes so swollen, waiting to be whole again. |
Do you know how it feels to be in someone’s presence yet still feel alone? |
I have my days. Depression can't leave you alone completely. But it has become so much better. I'm so glad I held on. |