For the girl of my dreams, all I can do is wait for you to appear.
You're everywhere but here.

Tonight is one of the rough ones, where memories of old conversations and unspoken words chew me up and spit me out like a sobbing fool.

This pain burns hotter than a raging fire, it engulfs me. But we both shall rise from this, phoenixes reborn from ashes.

I go months without hearing from so-called friends and family until I lose the desire to respond, so wounded by their lack of interests that I would rather it stay that way than for them to feign interest.

Memory warps things.

Stop drowning for people who won’t even get in the damn water for you.

A whisper escapes between my lips
And I stumble on the silence in the room.
Who knew words could sting so much.
Who knew I'd feel it too.

You try to please the world
but all you get is silance
and your cries fall on deaf ears

I gave you the best of me,
I trusted you with my heart,
But you played me for a fool,
Crushed my hopes and dreams,
Destroyed every thing I had left.

Have you ever loved someone so much you would live, breath, and ultimately die for them, only to find out they didn't plan on returning the favor?