I dont miss you,
i miss the person you misled to believe.

I'M G0iNG T0 PRETEND LiKE N0THiNG iS WR0NG. TALK LiKE EVERYTHiNG'S PERFECT. ACT LiKE iT'S ALL A DREAM, && PRETEND iT iSN'T HURTiNG ME.

Empty shells of broken promises lie bleeding on the ground,
her body lies amoung them never to make another sound,
her heart has ceased its beating her last breath has left her lungs,
but don't say that it's over, happiness has just begun.....

Don't tell me things will be OK, because they wont. don't tell me I'm taking this all too hard, because you are not me. you have no idea how deep these scars go and you never will. so don't ask me if I'm OK, because we all know that I'm not...

I'm sorry I'm not perfect. i never will be. i have so many imperfections that i will never fix, so many tears that no one knows about, and so many scars that I'm not proud of. but most of all sorry for not being her.

Lost and bleeding she searched for him,
fighting a battle she couldn't win,
battling monsters who tore her apart,
trying in vain 2 win his precious heart.

Who do i turn to when the only person who can stop my tears, is the 1 that made me cry ?

SHE SAID: lie to me

HE SAID: I love you.

And I know the pain will never go away, but I can still force a smile and blink the tears away.

Hello sir,
Remember me? I'm the girl you thought i'd never be. The kid who you reduced to tears, called me thingy for 6 whole years, the kid who wouldn't amount to much. Well i'm here and you're still there...