Heart racing
Hands shaking on the steering wheel...
The walls still hold the echoes of a...
When shadows grew like poison in the heavy family...
The endless ticking of my watch,
Every tick is like an hour passing...
O LORD God Almighty,
how shall a man serve You...
Your icy windowpane.
Ones that shatter...
I.listen to my great neice crying and screaming...
Two months old and inconsolable...
I fell into a spiral today.
No one even noticed me fall...
There’s a fire at the door
And there’s decay in the streets...
I swear I'm cursed
I say this every day...
Smile, Smile, Smile
Everyone is watching...
They called it redeployment,
as if a word could soften loss...
I don’t call myself an addict.
That name doesn’t fit the person I’ve become...