I awake each day feeling empty inside
It all hurts and it’s eating me alive...
I am not cut out for this human heart.
It bleeds in colors only visible to me...
Again it comes...
The call of the void...
I stare at her toothbrush
on the bathroom counter. I wasn't planning...
In the darkness of her sanctuary, she hides
A fable of hatred, exiled against her will...
The silence of your denial is laughable,
perhaps you are a little nervous...
My self-love is circumstantial.
My self-worth particularized by events...
Scars are relics I touch with reverence.
Fingers traverse across these marks...
What's left when your dreams have gone
What's to give when you have given it all...
I can't breathe
I'm scared to see...
Addiction is a slippery slope
Betting, drinking, drugs you name it...
They say within each tear there is a lesson.
But lessons only can be learned with a better...