Im not taking the blame anymore,
For things that aren't my fault, things that were...
I've been walking tonight,
Through blackened parks with my blackened mind...
Sometimes it can be hard,
But you've got to struggle on...
A room full of people
And yet I feel so alone...
I've spent my whole life feeling worthless,
But now I know that this is what worthless...
It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...
I just fall to pieces,
Yet you think I have it good...
I lay here, naked,
Bedcover down at my feet...
Four walls, closing in,
The ceiling is pushing down...
Just like the ocean,
so calm and serene...
I’d like to sail the ocean
but i’m sealed...
Lilies bloom around a withered soul,
Encouraging lavish dreams to arise...