Can't deal with this anymore
It's like I'm living in a constant...
I just want to be free
From all pain...
It is the feeling of
Living in fear...
The rain is gone.
The trains are gone...
You complain about your mother
But yet you are her...
I'm standing still and yet the world is spinning...
looking down and seeing the world upside down...
Chests gets tighter.
And I can hardly breath...
I got to be strong
They say...
I want to scream,
So loud...
I went to church
and sobbed, the echo's...
Lonliness is bearing down
dark, hollow and relentless...
There is something to be said
When you are unable to sort the thoughts within...