You will never know how much I shook tonight, how much every ounce of me begged to be able to be near you.

It feels like the creativeness that normally forms words for my writing is slowly leaking out of my veins.

All I want is my happily ever after but I know now that they do not exist.

Listenend to "When I Look at You" by Miley Cyrus. Kind of sad now.

I can't do it anymore.

The one person who could break me more than anyone walked back into my life. After I told him how much I could not deal with him not in my life, he left without a word. Now he expects me to not be upset? One hug. All it took was one hug to make me cry.

Never trust a woman who betray you much. :( sad but true. :(

Thought I was done crying at school. Drawing class was a disaster.

Some things hurt more than others, some things that make my eyes water are ridiculous. And yet, I still try to stand tall and fail miserably, but hide behind that familiar mask.

I'm sorry I failed you